I had a  lady who's God was fear come into my tent with this very same question .   She didn't find peace with the God whom  saw things in the formation of light that the church seems  to  present .
It was a God of fire and  burning resentments that passed judgement against all you do in life time and again .    It holds most things of life as failures , and  woah if you even think  of a gift of being able to transcend  past the teachings then of course it was a devilish one . 
For no human has the gift of insight that isnt directed by a higher power .      What a shame ....
In the teachings of the church with the Holy Father  and his trinity of  son and  I believe its the spirit ??
Being on your knees befor the power that  guides you is  the natural stance of  begging. 
Silence in the pain that you bare as you pass it over  .. is the sign of strength 
High vocal signing that only angels  can  sing (being one whom croaks so well in song  lol ) is the only way of praise .
When limits are set so high ............... how can one with so many things on his plate of failure even begin to see his  richness ??
If every thing you do and think has to be judged by some one elses hand  thought and rule then there wouldnt be any one with an original thought .
I cant believe that the God that guides such large  organizations would be like this to some one any one , or the freedom of will is taken away .
In many forms of the church structure that  is in its forms today ,  to realize its the rule and law of man that made the path of burning  souls set on fire   to keep you in line ... .  is something like realizing that taxes every time you get your pay cheque  keeps the government in force of  self achievements of money . 
Which  regardless of  what you think of it ,   is what you need to live by . 
Putting things in perspective of thought is what this needs to be done by  to be able to release the  burning hell that  will make your stomache ache and churn every time the  goodness of what you belleve touchs you .
For this of course would be the wrong thing to feel , when  in fact you know you don't deserve it for the bible told you so .  
Or did it ?? 

Wasn't it a human whom stood in front of you telling you so ??    Wasn't it fingers pointed directly at your hidden  thoughts that told you that  they are tainted ? 
I have a saying and it holds very muchly  true .. . I want you to do something i want you to take your finger and point it at this letter ..........  then i want you to look at the hand that is pointing forward at this screen .  
Look down at your hand .......  for  you will see three fingers  pointing back at yourself .  
Now close your eyes see the preacher  that taught you this bible  and see him .. doing the same .
Is his fear of self contamination so great  hes trying to place his own lack of ablities on you ?? 
What is it that hides behind them  grand cloaks , that fine clothe that he wears that he wants all mankind to carry the burdon of as well ?
Why is he so grandly cloaked to begin with ?? 
What is wrong with the body that  is the fruit of life that it needs to  be so richly covered ?  where is the wind  that blows the word of God ??  Why are these always held in a building that  keeps out the burning light of the sun <<<< which is the God ?? 
Why are the  differences hidden and each one the true path ?
Keeping the fires of pain alive  keeps them being able to look at you with that glare and keeping you in  thier guise of  being .

Now  to step and rephrase a few of these things to make it easier for you to understand . 
There are a few things that would be of great workings to your own being . ...
I would take a piece of paper and on it right the  words .... .. Heaven   .......... Hell
What does the path of heaven take  , what right things have you done that will go under these title of achieving a peaceful  path of being in the spirit of angels and  goodness ??
List these under heaven ...........  any thing .... like  giving a dollar to a charity .
List under  the wording  Hell ..  what would  bring you to burn  ......... like  swearing .

After you  make a list and am thinking that your hell list is going to be a  lot longer than achievements of good ..
I want you to go to the top of the listings and  scratch out the word Heaven ........ and replace it with Rightousness of mankind
Scratch out the word Hell and    replace it with  human kinds  frustrations .

Amazing ........... isnt it ???    each word that belongs in hell is our own inablitiy to love the child and  smile at the steps of  what we view as mistakes  of learning .

When your own child does something that irratates you  and you get angry and  so frustrated with the actions that were done ...........   do you stop loivng ??  do you see him being punished in eternity for  trying something different ?

You are the God image  in your home , how can you be judged when your path has taken you to self achievements ?
That burn in your stomache is the growth that should erupt .......... should scream ....... should cry ........ should smolder .
The center core of mother earth is a fire ball that keeps the planet warm , this isnt wiccan this is scientific fact .
The moon is the pull and balance of the waters on the earth ... again not wiccan is a fact
The sun  gives life abundance to earth to allow  warm seeds to grow again not wiccan is a fact .
Plants recycle  air  , oxygen , carbon hydrates  ..   a fact .

To place the name of wiccan or pagan on it , maybe isnt where you are , but the core base of fact diffidently is .
For I just named the elements that we use in the cycle of life .... Earth , Water  ,Fire and Water ...
now where is the spirit ??
In the core of you  of course ...  and the  protections ???     In the arms of the people whom birthed you <<< the womb .

Your burning churning stomache is the womb  .........  the protection of all you do in life ,you nuture it with food , if you partake too much of food it aches complains  recycles what is over abundunt in your life.   Hell fires perhaps ???

Letting the stomache heal and settle is something you do for self comfort ,   think of this same healing for a child that is aching once again to see the magick around you .
Instead of the failures  ........ see a lil of what was learnt there , for in life dont we do the same ??  
We cant always correct what went wrong ,  yet we have no choice but to step back up to the plate.
Question away  all  that hurts inside ,   but  when you see the answer allow it to be ....  little by littel that fire will  burn down  for all fires do .......... and little by little the ashes again blow to mother earth to enrich new growth .
So when the stomache churns and the hell that is the burning inside why not allow the tears to flow and acknowledge that wrong was done ............  judgement ??    mmmmmmm......... fingers pointing back from whence it came ..    Failure ???  well now ....  was it really ??   wasnt something learnt ??  

 

 Continue the growth  am always blessed to share what we can in the path .. . .
Be blessed Be guided Be true to you Blessed be in the Goddess light Jet