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I started taking these Acai Fruit pills that I bought on ebay from a user that sells the bottles of pills for 9.99 each. I had doubts at first. They are the cheapest Acai berry pills on the net, and I bought a bottle and took them with the feeling that I had nothing to lose.

I did a little research on the net about acai pills. I was dissapointed to find out at first that Oprah doesnt at all endorse Acai fruit, but it was just mentioned on her show and website to be a power food or something like that. That made me think about all the companies on the net that have Oprah's face on every site saying she takes them or whatever. It might just not come out and say that, but some of those sites are very misleading.

I am writing this guide to just spread the word that it is real. I am embarrassed to say how much I weigh and I know that your probably thinking that I am selling these pills and trying to promote myself. I am not. I dont sell these pills, ive just been taking them. I sell OLAY REGENERIST mostly, and i have already written a guide telling people that it really works. But I would never get on here and tell people about something I havnt tried.

I have been over weight for along time, and I can say that I am not lazy. I over eat. I go to work every day, handle my every day life. I dont sit in front of the TV all day and eat, but there was a time that I did. I will keep this guide short, the more I think about it.. I dont want to open up myself for the mean people of ebay to criticize me, or point and make fun. That happened to me as a kid, and I wont open myself up for that.

Acai berry's are not just supposed to help with losing wieght but other things.. I wont speak for the other things that it can do but the losing weight is real. They say that the pills make you have more energy. I cant say that is true, but I can say that I feel more energetic and happy because I am losing wieght and feel better about myself. It makes me want to exersize a little every day. Its not much but I have been sqeezing in 15 minutes every day of working out. Please dont laugh at me, for me.. that is alot. I am a slightly bigger person, and get tired out easily.

I was one of those people that prayed at night for a miracle diet pill to come out. I cant say I went out and bought all kinds of things to try.... It wasnt like that. I was ok, with me. Not all the way, but enough were I would deal with it and not trying every little potion that they come out with.

I am hoping that people that are over weight are the ones reading this, and can relate to me. I mean, being over weight isnt easy. I once explained it to someone that asked me if it was hard to be heavy. I replied sarcastically... "get three bags of 10 pound potatoes and walk around with them all day, see if you are a running champ by the end of the day" they just kinda looked at me like, whats this guys problem.,,

I have used sarcasm for years to sheild away things that I was insecure about, things I poked at fun first to avoid being the tarket. Countless things I could say that I would avoid talking about in conversations that I could not contribue to due to my weight. As a big person.. I laid asleep at night thinking of all the things I could do, or do better if I was thin. Things that I deserved to do, but felt like it was kept from me for some reason.

I went through the blaming God thing, I blamed my parents. I was 6 years old and 100 pounds. Please dont laugh, or make fun. I guess I am not so embarassed of these facts now, i am losing much weight... but it is my past that hurts. so many years I was the ousider. I cant get those years back. But I can say this... i look at it this way. It would have taken 1 year of my life. 1 year of dedication to help myself lose weight and live the rest happy with myself. I would think that way. Its easier when you think of it like that.

So I would get motivated. Start out real good.. reminding myself that any thing I went through was just making it possible to live the next years of my life feeling normal. Some how in the middle of it all I would get sent back to the same thing. I would break off my diet, and back to the same s**t. Sorry to cuss, but as I look back now on my actions I am angry, that I let myself live like that for so long.

So I am going to tell you something.. I guess if you are going to really change your eating habbits and lose weight its not gonna be because of acai berrys or some miracle pill. i mean those things help, they helped me and that is why I started this guide. although its taken a turn I did not expect and I am writing more about my personal life than I wanted but as I have been typing this out i just realized something.

What changed for me that made this acai berry thing work for me. not so much the acai berry's.. although they obviously work but more so the fact I addmitted to myself why I over eat. It was hard to do. I didnt think I was going to write it out but I am. Its a little weird knowing that anyone can read this after I post it, and I know that there is a certain amount of anonymity in using ebay.. and i open up my heart and truth to you due to this fact alone.

Everyones reasons are going to be different I imagine.... but I will share mine with you in hoping that you will think of your own reasons on why you over eat and then do something about it. Now that I have been losing weight in just a few weeks, i know something. I WASNT JUST 3 BAGS OF POTATOES OVER WEIGHT I WAS USING THAT AS AN EXAMPLE. I WAS MORE. 

Over eating is just a symptom of the real problem. I would have laughed but just like people get the cough and runny nose when they get a cold. Same thing. Over eating is just something that happens when something else is wrong. its true. I believe it any way. I am sure people will think differently.

When I over eat -- the feeling I get when I am eating, and enjoying the food. and not thinking about what its doing to me............and just living in my own world eating whatever sounds good at the time

* i dont feel ugly. I am temporarily not reminded that I feel unatracitve and ugly. and feel alone in the world. i forget those things when I eat.

*i dont feel like there is something wrong with me when i eat. i am not looking over my shoulder to see who is laughing or looking. i feel strong, and powerful. i am controlling the whole situation. i am the one that is eating, putting the food on my plate. its the one thing i could control in that postion.

*when i eat i dont think about the things that i could never be, and all my short comings dont seem to matter much.

there you have it. my most iner most feelings about my problem. it made me cry a little to write them down and read them out. boy if those were going to be justifyable reasons for over eating.. i think those would be just as good as any. if everyone knew that over eating did those things, and made temporarily a relief from the feelings i had would over eat too. but its not normal.

you have to really find your self. find out that there is still a part of you that has not given up and lost a battle to over eating. realize that you deserve just as much as any one else to be desirable and have a man or woman look at you and actually want you!

those are things that i wished for. i wanted to turn someone on. i wanted to be something they thought about during the day. not beceause they fell in love my heart, but because i was attractive. arent those normal things that people feel day to day. why should i be any different?

God this is dragging on, and I feel sort of stupid. But there is much I want to say. Just recently after I started losing all the weight, i started talking walks to the park with my dog. people would pass me jogging, i would be walking. i sometimes thought they probably think im huge as they passed. I would smile to myself and think if they one knew i used to be bigger and i was a huge improvement than just a month ago. those things that people will never know do not matter! i dont need to scream from the roof tops "I used to be bigger -- way bigger and im losing weight, so you can stop looking at my size".

I wanted to, at first. But it became unnecessary after I was in the park last week and saw a woman there jogging, she was actually taking a break and waiting to get a drink of water from the fountain. but i would see her often and she would be jogging. I approaced with my dog, and got closer and thought to myself.. god this girl must weigh like 14 ounces. everyone feels like they weighed in ounces compared to me, but this woman was especially thin. not quite sick looking but rather thin.

i got a little closer and then as I got closer she started to look flushed. she wasnt jogging in place any more but just getting irritated it seemed waiting for the kids to stop filling up their bottles. as i got very close it seemed like she got nervous and started fixing her suit. pulling down her shirt.

things that i used to do as a big person. when i sat down i pulled down my shirt so that my fat rolls would not show, or some how find their way into being pulled into my extra skin. i thought it was wierd but didnt think nothing of it at first. i said hi. she said hi. she turned her head and looked at my dog. almost to see if she was trying to recognize her face.

She turned back to me, and said "your loooking really good",... i knew i must have drawn a blank and looked stunned. i didnt know what to say. after i thought about it would not make much sence for her not to have seen me in the park, i have seen her. and i was surely something that could not be missed. a big guy walking a big bull dog. lol.

i said thanks and said ive been working on it. told her about the acai berry pills. she seemed over joyed to have a personal account of them. she started saying that she wanted some and she had been hearing about them but didnt want to waste the money and this and that. i lauged and thought she was humoring me. this girl didnt need to lose weight she needed to gain it if anything.

we walked in the park a little more talking about the pills and stuff. she had admitted that she was concerened about her weight. i could tell she was serious. i tried to tell her other wise but she persisted. i left it alone and thought long and hard about our conversation later that day when i was home. she had told me some private details about her struggle. i wont mention in detail what they are but i am sure that everone knows about people that vomit after they eat to not gain weight.

i had met one of those people. the more i thought about it i felt weird. while i was talking to her and thinking at the same time. i could not believe this girl. she threw up every day so that she never would become what i was. it just clicked right there. that appeared to be the truth of it. she did what she did to reframe from becoming like me............. boy was i wrong.

i got a wake up call that day during my conversation with this girl.. something i will share with you because maybe you think the same way i did. this girl didnt vomit to stop her body from ever becoming like mine. she did what she did because when she looked in the mirror she confessed that she saw herself already big like me. i tripped out. could this be true. in her eyes i could tell she was telling the truth.

it made sence. that is why she started pulling down her shirt, and things that big people do when they want to appear ok and secure. it was just so sudden to find out that this girl felt like me, and knew all the things that i experience emotionally. she felt them and shared them too.

she was insecure too.. she felt ugly, she felt all the things like i did. i cried a bit with her as she opened up. you see its not just the things that people see every day that effect us. there is so much more to every story. i know that now.

in order to start down the road to any where you have to know why you are on that road, admit to yourself that you have been down that road before and know where it leads already, and choose to go the other direction. i no longer envy thin people, i no longer feel jealous. all that goes away when you start losing weight and have admitted to yourself that it is possible. it just takes that first step.

i am going to end this now. if i get some responses i will finish it. if i get laughed at by people i will ignore it. but i hope that this helped out in some way. if you rate this as helping you, it will be more available in searches and more people can find out these things i have said.

this started out just telling you that the pills really work, and i have strayed off. alot. but well i dont know. sorry for taking up your time if you have read this all. i didnt mean it to be a novel.